I don't like the cold, and it definitely does not like me so I am currently thinking of possibly, just maybe, → relocating to a warmer climate and a more sexy place. I absolutely love my city, but I am starting to #feel like I don't belong here. I am starting to #feel that there is a higher power calling my name elsewhere. I've lost two jobs in the same year in this city, unemployment rates are booming, french is dominating, and did I mention potholes and ORANGE FUCKING CONES.Of course I would be leaving my family, my friends, my networks, & my community (and omg the girl @ Starbucks next to me just ordered a Venti frapp...... Shoutout to her doe 🙌 . I'm in my tuke and Im still shivering. That's how we do on the east coast! We tough it out because we can and because we have to. We are strong motherfuckers. But what if we had a choice to bounce? I have roots planted all over this fine ass world. I am dual citizen to the United States of Amerrrrrica and have friends all over~! So what do I do? Start over yet again? Take the leap of faith and get out of my comfort zone and see what life has to offer in the sunshine? Or do I stay here, where it's awfully comfortable and brutally fucking cold? Did I mention I hate the cold. I am grateful for the option to bounce so do I do it? A friend of mine recently told me during a hockey game against the usa that if they win, I move amd if canada wins I stay. USA won. If I get the job that I interviewed for and I get it, I stay, if not is that my que to peace? SOS.
I don't like the cold, and it definitely does not like me so I am currently thinking of possibly, just maybe, → relocating to a warmer climate and a more sexy place. I absolutely love my city, but I am starting to #feel like I don't belong here. I am starting to #feel that there is a higher power calling my name elsewhere. I've lost two jobs in the same year in this city, unemployment rates are booming, french is dominating, and did I mention potholes and ORANGE FUCKING CONES.Of course I would be leaving my family, my friends, my networks, & my community (and omg the girl @ Starbucks next to me just ordered a Venti frapp...... Shoutout to her doe 🙌 . I'm in my tuke and Im still shivering. That's how we do on the east coast! We tough it out because we can and because we have to. We are strong motherfuckers. But what if we had a choice to bounce? I have roots planted all over this fine ass world. I am dual citizen to the United States of Amerrrrrica and have friends all over~! So what do I do? Start over yet again? Take the leap of faith and get out of my comfort zone and see what life has to offer in the sunshine? Or do I stay here, where it's awfully comfortable and brutally fucking cold? Did I mention I hate the cold. I am grateful for the option to bounce so do I do it? A friend of mine recently told me during a hockey game against the usa that if they win, I move amd if canada wins I stay. USA won. If I get the job that I interviewed for and I get it, I stay, if not is that my que to peace? SOS.
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